I keep th
inking of things I want to blog about and then I realize I haven’t blogged ANYTHING in so long that I have too much to catch up on. It has been a long few months for me…February was really tough and I’ve gained back a fair amount of weight.
What does that mean? It means I hate myself again. That I go to the closet and wear the same things over and over again because my cool clothes don’t really fit anymore. It is depressing, I don’t like to look in the mirror anymore and I am embarrassed. I’m not Oprah-You can’t hide my weight gain from the people you are around.
But, I’ve been working on turning things around. I made the committment to ride the MS 150 this year. And even tho the months are wizzing by and it grows closer to that date-I’m still excited about it. Excited and intimidated. I have absolutely no idea how I am going to pull it off! Several books that I have read talk about your training regiment so I humbly submit to you that this fat girl is in training. hahahahahaha.
I have so many good things to report. I’m still spinning, I got a new bike, I’m in training, I restarted weight watchers with Mary and I’m riding in my first ride this coming weekend…all of them deserve their own post tho.
Here’s to catching you up!
Jen
